Sunday, June 29, 2008

Intuition, Initiation, and Imitation...

How do you convince someone to need you, too?

I remember the night before he left. He smiled at me and told me that he'd be back for me. I guess it was just easier to say than to do, then. Because he didn't really come back. He just sent me a ticket and said, "Hey, why don't you join me in LA?"

But, this isn't even abut him. It's about me. Not everyone around me understands this. Most of my friends and family are angry. They believe I am walking away from a perfectly reasonable life into a chaotic truth.

They haven't all realized that I need to do this. I need to stay in touch with the vibe. How do I not do it? How do I give this opportunity up when I know that the people that love me always will no matter how far away I go...